Feeling, well, Crazy at this point, my mind & body is just off because of the sudden changes.

Though I am VERY surprised at how well my food is!! In the past, all of this would have been down the drain~ FORSURE~! Its just not worth it to me, at all!!! Thank you God for that.!!  Very relieved that I am leaving in 6 hours, so eager to get settled and go running.... I know at this point my body needed to REST! Too much going on mentally and physically. I needed to Honor that.  And, surprising as well, I have not been beating myself up for it....THAT'S THE FIRST TIME............Uh.......EVER!!! So I am feeling great about not gaining any weight although I have not exercised in like 4 days and have had to relax my diet because I have been struggling to eat because I am SOO emotional that NOTHING sounds good, at all!!