My experience....in a nutshell. My weight was never an issue until I was sexually abused at a hospital prior to surgery as a child, later I was molested as a teenager, as an adult I was raped. As a result I have had serious 'Body Issues' when I was thin I was HURT, when I was FAT I was SAFE, it was my protection, my insulation and shield from Pain. Yo Yo dieting has been my life... I want my Life back and I would love for you to come along for the journey...
Friday, December 10, 2010
Rough day, my 10 mon. old kitten died today of feline lukemia, took him in bcause he was just not himself, the vet said he would not survive the night... shocked and heart broken i was insanely craving comfort food but did not want to blow my eatting, I "allowed" myself a couple of my fave CChip cookies (then gave to the neighbors) and that was that! Great am w/out, life happens, just trying to roll with the punches as opposed to against them. Usually would have eatten comfort food all night, so I am happy for loving myself thru the pain - instead of literally eatting my way thru.
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