"Losing it with Kristine"

My experience....in a nutshell. My weight was never an issue until I was sexually abused at a hospital prior to surgery as a child, later I was molested as a teenager, as an adult I was raped. As a result I have had serious 'Body Issues' when I was thin I was HURT, when I was FAT I was SAFE, it was my protection, my insulation and shield from Pain. Yo Yo dieting has been my life... I want my Life back and I would love for you to come along for the journey...

Friday, December 31, 2010

7 mile run, started great, 62 & sunny then boom, drizzle, then pouring THEN Tornado sirens started going off, but kept running, wanted to be able to enjoy a glass of wine guilt free...LOL!!! Not a fan of running in pouring rain, felt like a wet dog and im sure looked like one too.:o)

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Thursday, December 30, 2010

Did Kenpo X, loved it!! so much more fun when Im better at it! LOL!! Not the most coordinated person so in the past I had to stop and pause until I was able to get some of the sequences down...LOL!!!! That's why I love running, ya just put one foot in front of the other for a long time....=)

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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Went to bed sick last night, woke up sick, juiced greens all day, was dying to work out but 'made' myself chill out, won't lose any benefits from missing a day, I am soooo in workout mode and loving it I hate to miss!!! Though trying HARD to Honor my body....LOVE.LOVE.LOVE thyself!

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Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Following the program so did a dvd I have not done in 3 weeks, AMAZED at how much stronger I was, this thing really works! That was a very pleasant surprise to my day.Big :o)!!

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Monday, December 27, 2010

Ran for 2 hrs. and 20 mins. LOVED EVERY MINUTE!!, sun was shining, people were waving, swear ~ people in St.Loius are SO dang nice! =) Oh, also stopped to pet the most adorable St.Bernard and it's Pup! What a Great day!!! Can't believe how much I love running!!

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Sunday, December 26, 2010

Rest day- and soo enjoyed every minute, yet I still missed working out, just really love to start my day moving, Long run tomm. terribly excited about it!! Need to run off some of those Christmas treats =)

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Between all the festivites I managed to get a 4mile run in on Christmas, sure helped to keep me balanced the rest of the day ~ a perfect Christmas day run ~ such a simple but beautiful blessing~

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Friday, December 24, 2010

Never thought I would be SO EXCITED to go to the gym, had a blast, ran intervals on the treadmill for 20 mins. then intervals on the elliptical for 45!! LOVED every minute. Guess I really need to keep changing it up!! What a difference....can't wait to go back!

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Thursday, December 23, 2010

Had a great weight training w/out, only negative, had carparl tunnel for 3 yrs. so my wrists are weak/painful so can make pull ups and push ups very challenging. Think I am going to buy some bands instead, the pain is not worth it and leaves my feeling discouraged when I can lift as much. No room for discouragement at this point. Love how empowered I feel after lifitng, such a great high! :o)

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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

My what a good nights sleep can do! Feel much better, GREAT w/out, plyometrics, my current fave. Food is great. Finally noticing my clothes getting looser and energy really increasing. Felt really "off" for a while there, it's all about the food and keeping it clean. Nice to feel totally back on track, mentally,emotionally and physically. Such a blessing ~

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Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Didn't sleep at all!!! Woke up with blaring headache and nauseated all day, tried to w/out my body was not having it. I finally gave in and stopped! Duh! looking forward to sleeping and tomorrows w/out.:o)

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Monday, December 20, 2010

Great am w/out- weights then pm w/out - ran 3 miles pushing 40pds of a little one- "huge challenge let me tell you!!! LOL!", I was literally 'grunting' up the hills....LOL!!!! :o) But we made it, she was sacked out 1/2 way- so sweet!!

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Sunday, December 19, 2010

Wonderful day of rest- aahhhh!! lovely!! Rejuvenated! from running! Sure pays off when you do something you truly LOVE!

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Saturday, December 18, 2010

Ran for 1:45, half the distance but really tried to pick-up the pace ~ I "tried" LOL!!, but was really hard! had Fun though.:o)

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Friday, December 17, 2010

Ran for 2 hours and 22 minutes, all hills, sincerely wanted to die!!! Total head game. Was determined to run the route then turn around and head back - didn't think I was going to make it!! Also, did not have enough fuel in my body- had no intention of running for soooo long - just was so enjoying being outside and RUNNING!! Loved it!

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Thursday, December 16, 2010

BIG Decision - Work out @ 6 or get 10 hrs.of zzzzzz's ??? Clearly I chose the latter and have FELT amazing, nothing like a great night's sleep!! Though missed my morning endorphin kick, forsure!! I just feel better when I begin the day moving my body. Going to attempt a run tomm., they have a lot of black ice here, though I NEED to get outside and run some miles!! cabin fever..

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Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Super work out, then cardio after, then Ab Rippper - I was whipped after. Great food, no sugar..Great!!!

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Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Great W/out!!! still craving a run, BAD, but people in MO don't seem to use salt on the sidewalks, LOL! so afraid of a wipe-out, the set back would kill me!! They don't get much snow here usually so I can't blame um'.

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Monday, December 13, 2010

worked out..so not into it,wasn't the best w/out but I did it ~much more excited about plyometrics tomm. feeling depressed and discouraged, all part of this journey, trying to roll with it!! trying to identify why I want eat at night, foods that I know are absolutely horrible for me and my body. Well, 2nd thought, I never had ANY unhealthy food in my house, here there is, suppose outta sight outta mind really workd for me. Trying to be conscious and aware, only way that I will work thru my issues!! That's my goal right now. :o)

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Sunday, December 12, 2010

2 days, no w/out, just wasn't up for it, BLAH!! back at it Mon. at 6am. FORSURE!!

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Saturday, December 11, 2010

Took today as a rest day ~ frankly, didn't feel like doing anything - just so sad about Oliver passing, will stop feeling sorry for myself tomm....then back at it!!

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Friday, December 10, 2010

Rough day, my 10 mon. old kitten died today of feline lukemia, took him in bcause he was just not himself, the vet said he would not survive the night... shocked and heart broken i was insanely craving comfort food but did not want to blow my eatting, I "allowed" myself a couple of my fave CChip cookies (then gave to the neighbors) and that was that! Great am w/out, life happens, just trying to roll with the punches as opposed to against them. Usually would have eatten comfort food all night, so I am happy for loving myself thru the pain - instead of literally eatting my way thru.

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Thursday, December 9, 2010

A lean, mean bean pole- that's what I should be after and 1 hour and a 1/2 of intense yoga ~ unfortunately not so much....lol!! Think I may need to increase my food, something is off, so physcially depeleted...need to investigate that asap! Have been unable to run this entire week but starting this weekend my sched. changes, can barely wait..... I SOoo need to run!!!

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Wednesday, December 8, 2010

2 w/outs today. eating clean & feeling better.

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Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Did plyometrics for 1st time, holy cow!! Difficult!!!!!!! Hard on my joints but can only get better the lighter I get :o))) What a challenge!!!...plugging along, doing the "one day at a time thing" - would who have thunk!...lol!

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Monday, December 6, 2010

2 w/outs today, feel a bit better. looking inward frankly blows ~ but gotta do the work to get the results right?

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Saturday, December 4, 2010

My MIND must Prevail or I simply will NOT!! Hitting my "issuses" of not "deserving" to be thin, happy & healthy! Between the crying and reading Woman, Food and God I am praying for continued patience while I release excess emotional baggage AKA = Fat. THIS IS BLOODY HARD right now!!!!! DANG!!!!

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Thursday, December 2, 2010

With week '4' comes "2" 'stretch' days! Thank you God!! Although I secretly missed w'ing/out...:o) LOL!!

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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Me Woman, hear me ROAR!! LOL!! :o) Super w/out! KenpoX- Lots of kicks & punches - feel so empowered when I do that video! LOL!!!! :o)

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Bottom Line: as a Colon Hydro-therapist and a student of Natural Medicine I DO NOT PRACTICE WHAT I PREACH EVERYDAY to my clients. I am 'inspired' by them, I owe it to my self and my clients to be the best I can be and most of all "LEAD BY EXAMPLE." It really is that simple!! I want to truly HONOR myself, God and I will begin that journey today. I tried it ALL, been there, done that. The pain of losing and gaining weight has taken it's toll. I am ready to release the weight that has paralyzed me from my life. I AM DONE!!. I AM PUTTING INTO PRACTICE WHAT I PREACH EVERYDAY!!! I want it to be simple, I know that SUGAR is POISON to the body!! Plain and Simple!! NO MORE SUGAR FOR ME, at the moment I will avoid natural sugars as well. I will avoid processed foods, buy Organic, buy local, eat more Raw & Fermented foods and focus more on loving my BODY & upping the workouts.
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      • Did Kenpo X, loved it!! so much more fun when Im b...
      • Went to bed sick last night, woke up sick, juiced ...
      • Following the program so did a dvd I have not done...
      • Ran for 2 hrs. and 20 mins. LOVED EVERY MINUTE!!, ...
      • Rest day- and soo enjoyed every minute, yet I stil...
      • Between all the festivites I managed to get a 4mi...
      • Never thought I would be SO EXCITED to go to the g...
      • Had a great weight training w/out, only negative, ...
      • My what a good nights sleep can do! Feel much bett...
      • Didn't sleep at all!!! Woke up with blaring headac...
      • Great am w/out- weights then pm w/out - ran 3 mile...
      • Wonderful day of rest- aahhhh!! lovely!! Rejuvenat...
      • Ran for 1:45, half the distance but really tried t...
      • Ran for 2 hours and 22 minutes, all hills, sincere...
      • BIG Decision - Work out @ 6 or get 10 hrs.of zzzzz...
      • Super work out, then cardio after, then Ab Rippper...
      • Great W/out!!! still craving a run, BAD, but peopl...
      • worked out..so not into it,wasn't the best w/out b...
      • 2 days, no w/out, just wasn't up for it, BLAH!! ba...
      • Took today as a rest day ~ frankly, didn't feel li...
      • Rough day, my 10 mon. old kitten died today of fel...
      • A lean, mean bean pole- that's what I should be af...
      • 2 w/outs today. eating clean & feeling better.
      • Did plyometrics for 1st time, holy cow!! Difficult...
      • 2 w/outs today, feel a bit better. looking inward ...
      • My MIND must Prevail or I simply will NOT!! Hittin...
      • With week '4' comes "2" 'stretch' days! Thank you ...
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