Chest and Back w/out, took every thing I had to finally do it but feel like I am heading in the right direction. Thank you God, literally, when I get off track I do it 100%. Really trying to practice what I preach about Loving myself and no more beating myself up, so happy that I overcame my desire to sleep. Hitting a patch of depression where all I want to do is sleep, but deteremined to regain my health. Trying to give myself a break.....Plyo tomorrow. :o)

2 mile run was all I could take in 90 degrees but felt BLOODY AMAZING to be running again. So very thankful for a body that is able to move and run after all I have put it through, Thank You God! :o)

Tough plyo w/out but felt Great to be back at it. Clean day of eaing as well-- BIG yay!! Decided to try and ease into things this week. So exhausted from beating myself up, really trying to "Love" myself as much as I Love my friends. Surely I would not beat up on them as I do myself. * Gotta love & appreciate the little bumps in the road that give you pause. Thanks for all the support, it really helped get me off my booty this am, really! :o)

Omgosh.......been on a horrible downward spiral due to an "Extremely Stressful" situation that is way beyond my control, exactly 20 pds. worth! WOW!!! I can not mention what is happening because the courts are inloved unfortunately. Though now I feel AWFUL, mentally, physcially and emotionally. I can not have anymore excuses!!!!!!! this is ridiculous!! I am so frustrated at myself but am SUPER excited to start P90X tom. am. I have been drinking (which i usually do 3x's a yr) and eating to help deal with the horrible pain of this situation and it has gotten me no where but in MORE Pain, DUH!! sooooo Tuesday is a New Day!!! I am SOOOO very tired and worn out from this drama but also want to meet my goals so I can be done with this weight issue FOR GOOD!!! :o)

6 miles in 90 degrees, I wanted to die but only time I was able to run....exhausted!! I hid my recocery drinks along the path so good I coudn't find one DUH!!!... LOL!!!!

2 mile run at 7 am, super hot and super muggy but great run!! LOVED IT!!! Im at least going in the right direction....YAY for me!! It's been a tough one lately.

Fabulous 9 mile run!! Like, Super wonderful!!! Ran as slow as I could because I just wanted to take it all in, been some time since I ran over 3 miles so really enjoyed every step! I swear, a 'hotdog dog' could have ran faster than me, LOL! =) But that allowed me to do some serious soul searching (praying) about why I am meeting such resistance with my weight issues.....it seems the happier I get the harder this journey is.