Omgosh.......been on a horrible downward spiral due to an "Extremely Stressful" situation that is way beyond my control, exactly 20 pds. worth! WOW!!! I can not mention what is happening because the courts are inloved unfortunately. Though now I feel AWFUL, mentally, physcially and emotionally. I can not have anymore excuses!!!!!!! this is ridiculous!! I am so frustrated at myself but am SUPER excited to start P90X tom. am. I have been drinking (which i usually do 3x's a yr) and eating to help deal with the horrible pain of this situation and it has gotten me no where but in MORE Pain, DUH!! sooooo Tuesday is a New Day!!! I am SOOOO very tired and worn out from this drama but also want to meet my goals so I can be done with this weight issue FOR GOOD!!! :o)