My experience....in a nutshell. My weight was never an issue until I was sexually abused at a hospital prior to surgery as a child, later I was molested as a teenager, as an adult I was raped. As a result I have had serious 'Body Issues' when I was thin I was HURT, when I was FAT I was SAFE, it was my protection, my insulation and shield from Pain. Yo Yo dieting has been my life... I want my Life back and I would love for you to come along for the journey...
Monday, January 31, 2011
Have been in the Pits- BAD!!! 2 pds. from monthly goal screwed with my mind - BAD!!! Have some "damage control" to do, great am w/out, back on track mentally, and physically, stopped w/out for 5 days, so unlike me, FINALLY!!! This was a 'Ruff' one, challenged me to my core- started feeling really good, always been a recipe for disaster so my eyes are WIDE OPEN for the next time. I find it "really uncomfortable" recieveing any kind of attention, this alarm goes off in my head to "Stop it" well eatting garbage and not exercising does just that!!. Reading and looking at God for guidance, SOO OVER THIS Weight stuff!!! Want to just be Happy! =)
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