My experience....in a nutshell. My weight was never an issue until I was sexually abused at a hospital prior to surgery as a child, later I was molested as a teenager, as an adult I was raped. As a result I have had serious 'Body Issues' when I was thin I was HURT, when I was FAT I was SAFE, it was my protection, my insulation and shield from Pain. Yo Yo dieting has been my life... I want my Life back and I would love for you to come along for the journey...
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Sick as a Dog, Day 3- Toilet ~here I come.....
I should have known better, whenever "I" begin a cleanse, this big, I always lose my desire to eat, it's more of an emotional thing. NOT GOOD when your doing a detoxl like mine! So have been having MAJOR detoxs pangs, for relief I went to work and did an Infared Sauna, then found myself running upstairs, only to vomit 5x's. Holy Cow-JUST made it!. I must say I felt better after. Then I gave myself a colonic (the best way to get the largest amount of toxins out of your body and I had them coarsing thru my veins). Soon after I was feeling better but still exhausted. I have been struggling to get anything inside my body and am focusing on getting water and electrolytes in my system at this point. Emergen-C does the trick quicly, I was out of cocunut water, :o( I have been resting all day & struggling to stay awake to ensure a good nights sleep. Going to lay off the off the supplements for a day to try and get my appetite going... tomorrow will be better, I just know it....
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