My experience....in a nutshell. My weight was never an issue until I was sexually abused at a hospital prior to surgery as a child, later I was molested as a teenager, as an adult I was raped. As a result I have had serious 'Body Issues' when I was thin I was HURT, when I was FAT I was SAFE, it was my protection, my insulation and shield from Pain. Yo Yo dieting has been my life... I want my Life back and I would love for you to come along for the journey...
Monday, September 13, 2010
Not my IDEAL first day...
Was up til 3:00 am after a long weekend in Ann Arbor at school and was wiped out so my body resisted any thought of moving this am. I tend to get emotionally exhausted right before anything "big" and putting up pic's of me in a bikini for the world to see was BIG!! So have been resting and nibbling on veggies as I have no appetite, it should return tomorrow once I am over the shock of what I did! LOL!!
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