My experience....in a nutshell. My weight was never an issue until I was sexually abused at a hospital prior to surgery as a child, later I was molested as a teenager, as an adult I was raped. As a result I have had serious 'Body Issues' when I was thin I was HURT, when I was FAT I was SAFE, it was my protection, my insulation and shield from Pain. Yo Yo dieting has been my life... I want my Life back and I would love for you to come along for the journey...
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Friday, July 22, 2011
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Feeling soo depressed but my boyfriend, (with a smokin' body and a beautiful six pack), convinced me to just "don't think, just do it" I shut-up and pushed play and of course I am so grateful I did. It was "SUPER challenging mentally" but just gave myself a break, how nice for a change... Super sore but a bit happier.
Monday, July 18, 2011
Chest and Back w/out, took every thing I had to finally do it but feel like I am heading in the right direction. Thank you God, literally, when I get off track I do it 100%. Really trying to practice what I preach about Loving myself and no more beating myself up, so happy that I overcame my desire to sleep. Hitting a patch of depression where all I want to do is sleep, but deteremined to regain my health. Trying to give myself a break.....Plyo tomorrow. :o)
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