My experience....in a nutshell. My weight was never an issue until I was sexually abused at a hospital prior to surgery as a child, later I was molested as a teenager, as an adult I was raped. As a result I have had serious 'Body Issues' when I was thin I was HURT, when I was FAT I was SAFE, it was my protection, my insulation and shield from Pain. Yo Yo dieting has been my life... I want my Life back and I would love for you to come along for the journey...
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
* Note to self, "if it ain't broke, don't fix it'!!!! Ended hCG early, while I did lose weight not being able to w/out for 21 days about made me CRAZY!!! Working out is 'my thing' and I felt untterly lost without it! I felt pretty 'sqiurrely' most of the time. My sis did GREAT, looks Amazing!! but does not have a past of emotional eating as I have. My emotions were on a perpetual roller coaster and no running just made me feel like I was literally going insane - Seriously!!!!!!! So Ran 5 miles tonight..........."big" AHHHHHHHH!!!!! Got the flu the last week, just not a great experience BUT "very thankful" for the experience, love that I will be able to share it with my clients. :o) Wouldn't change it for the world..... :o)!!
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